Its Friday evening, I can sense the valve release of the city. The built up frustration of the workweek transforming into energy to be somewhere, to see someone, to do something.
By Petrit Kabashi
PUBLISHED
15 Sep 2026
STAGE
Drafting
PAGES
20
Its Friday evening, I can sense the valve release of the city. The built up frustration of the workweek transforming into energy to be somewhere, to see someone, to do something.
Some are able to flick the switch and start off the evening with an amnesia. Some need the ingestion of substances to help along and others, like me, are too disconnected to paricipate in another masquerade.
At these moments, when the city is changing gears from work to leisure and people are flowing along, it becomes unbearable for me to hear or smell the city.
Haunted by repressed memories and stillborn futures I am a living ghost in an indifferent city. The sad part is is that I'm not unique in this. To a different degree we are all masters of repression, clinging on infinite small chance that around the next corner a miracle will highjack us from our slumber.
Its Friday evening, I can sense the valve release of the city. The built up frustration of the workweek transforming into energy to be somewhere, to see someone, to do something.
Some are able to flick the switch and start off the evening with an amnesia. Some need the ingestion of substances to help along and others, like me, are too disconnected to paricipate in another masquerade.
At these moments, when the city is changing gears from work to leisure and people are flowing along, it becomes unbearable for me to hear or smell the city.
Haunted by repressed memories and stillborn futures I am a living ghost in an indifferent city. The sad part is is that I'm not unique in this. To a different degree we are all masters of repression, clinging on infinite small chance that around the next corner a miracle will highjack us from our slumber.
Somehow I always end up walking through my old neighbourhood.
Warm flashbacks to when the whole family was still living together.
When the wings of my parents were strong enough to contain our nightmares and leave room to dream indiscriminately.
Somehow I always end up walking through my old neighbourhood.
Warm flashbacks to when the whole family was still living together.
When the wings of my parents were strong enough to contain our nightmares and leave room to dream indiscriminately.